#shit I love them so fucking much I wanna cry
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“My darling, I did not train my monster to protect you because I thought you could not live without me. I trained that monster because I cannot live without you”
well what if I kill myself mhm? what if laszlo’s love for Nadja is what kills me? Destroys me?
#im dead#I died dead#shit I love them so fucking much I wanna cry#he’s so passionate about his wife#like man he loves her to bits#they’re soulmates#excuse me I’m gonna cry#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nadja of antipaxos#laszlo cravensworth#laszlo x nadja#nadja x laszlo
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ultimately!
#ELIIIIIIII YOU CANT SAY THAT ELIIIIIIIIIIII#audiof from not even emily latest video go watch literally its so fuckingfunny#dont even ask me how eli fits in hance' 5'2 dad's clothes pls ok#my art#digital art#oc art#anthro art#not even gonna lie i thfought i wasnt gonan finish this but we pulled thru#if quality gets murdered i will cry#swhy are all my favorite drawings baby sugar and eliyah interacting#i like themb#i was gonna add fucking comical cartoon slipping noises when her antler popped off but imovie literalsly. it didnt work it wpuldnt let me#vid too biggy#also noahs ark esque announcement for ppl thta read my evil ramble tags i miiight nuke sanguinary univers bc i love my ocs too much to like#like i dont wanna marry my first idea and i love them too much to box them into a project I PERSONALLY FEEL LIKE I FUMBLED LIKE#OK LITERALLY NO INSULT WHATSOEVER TO ANYONE WHO MIGHT LIKE IT BUT IT WAS my firsy ever comic and i feeeeel like i can do betteeerrr a#meowweooww#like if it was small things i wanted to change i could juts panel edit but its like. major things like when i started chapter 1 i had#LITERALLY NO PLAN JUST MY nerdy vampire obsession. which is still present. giggle h#breaking news boygirl learns that they arent rlly proudof the writing in comic thye started when they were a teenager#ALSO I LITERALLY HAVE LORE THAT IVE. BEEN MAKING THAT CONTRADICTS THINGS (? PROBABLY) SO ok trust me ok just trust m#also yes this is what i’ve been working on except that animatsuon i mentioned with eli crying because priorities or someth#not except wtf i mean insyead or some other shit#also i just looked at this wall of text on mobile and like ew shut up little gay
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(Clips from ep5, ep9, and ep16. Video length 4 minutes 4 seconds)
Originally was gonna just clip ep16 and the start of 5 but then I remembered how they were all being very sweet in their own ways when, you know. Their friendship makes me ill
#frost is like 'i gotta comfort my friend. people say nice words and hug and shit right?'#kremy is just like 'ive got to make a plan about this. solution finding mode activated'#and Gideon is like 'no plans im killing'#i can relate to all of those#in fact my way of trying to comfort people is basically in that order#you want tea??? do you want nice words??? can i help you???? can i kill for you????#gricko is really the heart of the group its so upsetting when he's sad and the rest of them are like. oh no#i love that guy so fucking much#video#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#ouaw spoilers#once upon a witchlight spoilers#gricko grimgrin#morning frost#gideon coal#kremy lecroux#hootsie grimgrin#in spirit#ep 9 clips werent tragic *sounding* but frost saying 'that really is quite heartbreaking' is so true#the clips at the ending make me wanna cry
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Prohibitedwish Cottagecore au
Because I'm self-indulgent like that XP
I just want my bois to be happy and carefree
Headcanon time!!!
Prismo
Scarab's neighbour
has been living in the outskirt his whole life and never went anywhere before
is curious about the outside world
his inherited his garden from his deceased friend Jake
his hat is gifted by Jake, he wears it all the time
after knowing some of Scarabs favourite fruits and veggies, he starts planting them and gifting them to him
it's rare but he sometimes gift Scarab bouquets after they are a thing
he's definitely a flower meaning guy
it took a long time for him to try planting on his friend's garden
teaches Scarab one or two things about gardening since he studies it
enjoys tea time with Scarab
secretly draws/paints
lot's of sketches and painting of Scarab in his garage
the first to confess (drunken confession)
likes to exchange books with Scarab, is intrigue of Scarab's taste in genres
adores Scarab's cooking and baking
keeps all of the sticky notes by Scarab
sunshine energy
Scarab
Prismo's neighbour
starts living outskirt for his botanic/herbology studies
likes the serenity here
has strict parents
grew up to be academic-minded because of parents
parents weren't too keen on his choice of studies so like every Asian child he has to whip up a powerpoint slideshow for them
grew up watching botanic channels, his favourite one is apparently starred by Prismo's grandpa
teaches Prismo new or better ways to tend his garden
puts sticky notes for Prismo after finding out he can't remember shit
is embarassed of receiving gifts from Prismo because he doesn't know what to gift back
Prismo's drinking buddy
helps Prismo with his garden when free
because of his upbringing of not showing vulnerability, he tends to be quite tsun and hides his true feelings xshksxh
resting bitch face
likes to talk to Prismo about different teas every tea time with him
secretly crochets
has one or two crocheted Prismo plushies
first to initiate kiss
That's about it, they probably go on foraging trips and picnics together, I just really like the idea but don't see it much for them so I gotta take actions by my own and make it myself
I would really really appreciate it if anyone wanna write fanfic about them please please please I can't do them justice aaaaaa-
#my art#digital art#i love them so much i wanna cry#fionna and cake#human scarab#scarab#scarab the god auditor#prismo#prismo the wishmaster#prohibited wish#prohibitedwish#scarab x prismo#prismo x scarab#cottagecore au#I always wanted this#fuck my digital art skills are shit compared to traditional art#lemme die
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Hey so do you know where I could find this acting manifesto of yours?
I usually try and avoid publicly expressing my opinion on things like this but I recently saw some people commenting negatively on his acting again and I’m starting to doubt my own judgement.
I’ve truly never had a huge problem with his acting but I keep seeing people using really harsh words to describe his prior and current work. I genuinely think he’s doing a good job in THK but these comments sometimes make me think I’m missing something.
That conflicts with the fact I know at least three people he worked with on THK specifically had positive things to say about his acting too and I trust people who do this for a living to know what they’re talking about for the most part.
I guess I’m just looking for your post to have a more detailed perspective of the opposite viewpoint to “he’s a terrible actor” to help affirm some of my thinking so I’m more confident in my positive opinion of his acting.
Overall though I’m enjoying everyone in this show but for me I’m specifically enjoying the four mains the most. Kudos to them honestly.
(Disclaimer: Obviously everyone is entitled to their opinion but the harshness of some of the opinions took me off guard a little.)
fuck these people. they don't know shit.
(mind you. this manifesto was written based on his performance in just star in my mind and hidden agenda. his 2024 shows weren't even out at that point. in fact, thk hadn't even been publicly announced yet. you can see from the start there is talent in this boy if you actually know what to look out for)
bonus: i rant some more in the last reblog
#''i trust people who do this for a living to know what they're talking about'' <- yeah. exactly#i'm only semi-qualified bc i don't actually do this for a living#(yet. not yet‚ hopefully)#but i do have a diploma in acting#and i had two fantastic teachers who made a point of teaching us students how to analyze acting performances#on my last class with one of these teachers he actually told me i'd make a good director based on the feedback i'd give my peers in class#i'm not saying you need to trust my acting opinions and that they are the only correct™ ones (god no)#but my opinions likely have more legitimacy than those of the majority of fans (and haters)#anon you mind collecting some of the harsh things that are being said? i wanna know if they even come with receipts#asks#anon#airenyah no. 1 dunk defender#dunk natachai#adrm#yeah istg. if i keep hearing (about) people talking shit about dunk's acting#i may write a part two of this manifesto once thk is over and i'm done with my weekly style meta project#also!! sometimes he DOES mess up!! sometimes things don't go that smoothly!!#BUT SO WHAT#it's mostly individual instances#like his monologue in the thk ep8 crying scene#that was the first time in the entire series so far where i was like ''kid this is not your finest moment you can do better than this''#(the build up was wrong‚ he stayed on the same level and acted out mostly the obvious)#(it would have been more interesting if he hadn't gone into the monologue with a whiny voice from the first second on)#(the emotional arc would have been more interesting and the drop down to the crying would have been bigger and more effective)#anyway. he's ACING this role and my style metas are basically a love letter to his acting too#because i wouldn't be able to write 10k(+) words on style every week if the things weren't there in his performance#anyway fuck these people i think most of them have decided to hate dunk from the start or are parroting their friends' words#they'll just hate whatever he does on principle bc they don't actually care#and they don't care to look at his improvement either bc they just hate him on principle#anon don't let their words drag down your enjoyment of dunk's performance!! because i'm telling you there is SO MUCH JOY to be found!!!!!!
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#vent#why cant i get used to things#like why am i crying this isnt something not normal you do this all the time#i dont want to#i feel like a fucking kid wtf why am i crying#get over urself nothings gonna work out#i dont get it when do stuff stop hurting??? because i hate this so much#i hate everything i hate my life rn i really really truly wish i was dead now#i wish i was braver because then i could be#but im not. and i hate it#everythings just shit always and i dont understand why people are just ok with it. cant life be better maybe? i would like it then#and i cant so anything to fix any of my problems and idk what to do#i really dont wanna do any of these things#i hope i die i feel bad about it but i kinda really do hope so… even if its rude to my family i feel so bad about it i love them#but i fucking hate this
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in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isn’t about dick.
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[real talk: I’m a lesbian transmasc little enby guy. but my gender? is lesbian. it’s how I explain it. my attraction to women is a part of#my innate gender. that’s just how it is and the two things inform one another. heteronormativity is still so alive and now everyone can put#it under progressive little labels where the character is bisexual but everything that’s focused on for miles is the hetcoded shit. it’s a#cool little thing people do now. it went from when I was a kid and ‘there’s no such thing as bi you’re just confused’ to ‘everyone is bi#because it gives me points but I will never meaningfully observe the queer aspect of that identity and it can make me seem comfortable with#queer identities’. it’s lip service so much of the time. and I never ever ever say you’re only valid if you write bi characters in a#queercoded relationship. bisexuality is forever valid always even if you’ve NEVER been in a queer relationship. but this is writing and#real bisexual people (I’m not even bi I’m literally a lesbian) have experiences irl that make them feel shitty#when they see them boiled down to shallow. a lot in the same way I get upset when I see lesbian relationships brushed off or ignored in#spite of my own excitement toward the ship. MY POINT IS that lesbians are completely ignored by this point and I can say this both irl and#on here because when you live a life that excludes men from your romantic space you’re basically illegal. it drives me fucking insane. the#way anyone can make a fucking whitebread ass man on this site and their inbox will be exploding but you make a lesbian and you have to pad#quietly around because from jump you’re already worried about how people will perceive you and you KNOW they won’t be immediately welcoming.#this is an irl thing in such a big way and I’m a NEW YORKER. but the fact that this exists in the rpc? truly I miss when we just wrote and#enjoyed things and this wasn’t a cesspit of discourse instead of an actual creative community. like. I went to college to study boring#theses that couldn’t keep my attention. I slogged through litcrit theory. do I love it? yes. but some of yall really just wanna be on#debatebro YouTube and not in the actual rpc. it’s wild. everyone’s a philosopher but no one wants to meaningfully engage. and if they do#they want to in either bad faith or basically hardheaded ignorance about an issue. someone’s 2 seconds from rping destiny.#swear to fucking god if I see one person make an asm.ngold joke I will cry.]
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im exploding into a million pieces i found a reddit thread about butches in video games (specifically looking for them) in hopes that there was some kind of lesser known dream daddy-esque butch dating sim or SOMETHING cute like that and guys the fucking crumbs we have to live on you're actually killing me. im withering away why are there no kissable butches in video games im going to throw up and kill everyone. nobody wants a butch dating sim apparently. im gonna go weep in the fetal position
#everybody ignore this it's so stupid but#it's like heres a stard.ew valley mod where you can make leah butch and um idk starf.ield bg characters#and a baldgate3 character. IM CRYING WHERE ARE THE BUTCHES#'why is this making me emotional' (<- very understandable why it would make me emotional)#howling into the night sky ripping ny shirt in twain transforming into a big hairy beast bc i love butches sm#GUHHHHHHHHHH CMONNNNN#i just wanna see people's cute drawings of dykes ok. where is our version of bara#where is it please#im begginbg the universe generally#i need a hero (the song) is emanating from my pores rn. where are they we deserve so much better than this#gahhhh it's all overly palatable softgirl yuri fuckk. where are my big sweaty hairy braless deep voiced dykes im going to kill someone#when is it my turn to be happy wuagghhh#not to say i dislike softgirl yuri but i do not want to kiss them!! sorry but that is a big motivator for this#is wanting a 2d boyfriend (/dyke) because everyone else gets to have one :((#and also like. wanting to see dykes reflective of irl dykes rather than yuri for representation purposes that matter to me personally#and the gender euphoria that can often come from that but also FUCKK#nguhhhhhh oughhhhhh ahhhhhhhhgh. im such a fucking faggot im sick of this#a large chunk of the sapphic population is just completely not represented it's like they only exist in my mind#i never seen them around me either this shit sucks fuck my stupid baka life. wehehhh#exploding into a million pieces#im never expressing any kind of gay yearning again after this im done#is it too much to ask that i see people like me out there?? in many ways but tonight specifically in a butch way#ppl when they even think for a moment of making lesbian media where the dykes aren't sifted through straight attractiveness filters: 😱#again a lesbian dating dim w femmes would rule as well but it's all high schoolers and vaguely anime-hot women#and thats not good enough. it's like if they give a girl a big nose they'll fucking die immediately#maybe the real reason i consume so much homoerotic buff guy media is because SOMETIMES ppl draw them as butches#(<- not the reason but maybe loosely vaguely part of the reason)#anyway this was inspired by me watching ppl react to like. a popular pretty boy dating sim#and trying to figure out some equivalent experience for me but i can't bc none of it is made for me#killing everyone and then killing them again. hatred
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Minor thing that really irks me is when people treat the femc route in p3 portable as like the lesser story or like it’s a fanfic where nothing that happens in it is the “true” canon like. Bitch. The femc and everything that happens in her version of the story is just as canon as the male protagonist and everything that happens in his story. And there’s literally been so many fucking versions of p3 at this point like the base game, fes, portable, the movies, stage plays, reload, as well as spinoffs and manga and they all do things differently. I don’t see anyone acting like the base game is more canon than, say, reload so why do they do this with portable? Why can’t the (infinitely superior) version with the female protagonist just be respected for five fucking minutes goddamn
#persona#persona 3#kotone shiomi#its the misogyny yay#but god i am so tired of her game being treated as not actually canon like it literally is#theres multiple canons dipshit there is no true version of this game#and also people saying she doesnt fit the theme or some shit like. she literally does??? and honestly she does it better#like you can really feel the love she brings to the group and how she gives everything life and helps everyone#but also just how it all comes with pain she smiles and befriends everyone but shes always been so deeply alone and she doesnt want anyone#to feel the pain shes felt and so she carries all those burdens on her own and when everyone goes to reach out for her#its too late far too late shed sacrifice herself over and over for these people and theyll never once see her cry#she also you know. actually has good social links and gets to know everyone not just people she wants fuck#so you get to see just infinitely better versions of every character with her she really does bring out the best in them#and another thing in particular with the disrespect of her story is the way shinji living is treated again just like#some kinda fanfic au by someone who didnt wanna cope with their blorbo dying like ughh#shinji surviving is just as canon as him dying there is an entire canon where he gets a happy ending and it is once again#much better than versions where he dies like ive. exhausted myself with explaining it but its just better#so yeah basically out of spite i like acting like kotones story is actually the one true canon#and when people mention stuff that isnt in her story im like ‘huh? what? that didnt happen’#cuz whos gonna stop me
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worst genes in the family award. lucky me
#diagnosis: lifelong eating disorder or being treated like shit for being even less conventionally attractive than you are now lol#at least the doctor guy was kinda nice about it :) 'not your fault. its literally just genetics' thanks bestie#'just gotta be very careful about what you eat that's all nothing crazy' sorry love crazy is the only mode ive got#we aint going about it the healthy way im afraid sowwy :3#anyway i cant cry cause i look really good today and ive got places to be yet so my make up has to stay in place#but i really do wanna kms now lol&lmao like at this point it just seems pragmatic. i cant fucking do this all over again#insulin resistance my ass i hate my parents so much i hate them. how fucking dare you make yourself a child just for shits and giggles#selfish fucking cunts
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oh ok
#succession#tomgreg#OH MY GOD THE SCENE IS THIS CLOSE AFTER?!?? i thought i had some time !!! i jqqqqqqq#man. man. mn!!!!aman!!!!man!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man.#matt johnson you would love tomgreg#what the fuck is this scene though i want to die i PHYSICally want to di e Eeeeeeeeeee#he........i .........fkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkmmmmmmmmmmmm#ok. okok. ok . novel tags ok i can think through my absolute fucking grief. ok so basically.#tom giving greg advice about prison. and then greg like basically begs to have tom take the rap for him. but not directly.#he can never say things directly. but tom translates. and it doesn't take him long to say fine. load me up. you piece of shit.#but he doesn't even mean the latter statement he's too sad. and he won't fight. the fight is all gone out of him.#so much for greg being expendable though huh?#look me in the eyes and tell me tom isn't in love with greg at least a little. yall telling me you'd take the rap for someone and go to jail#for them if you didn't love them? ok bestie you do you#i kind of like as well the comparison of the conversation between them and him and shiv like. it's very similar in that him and greg are#saying sentences that are parts of different conversations like him and shiv's convo ALTHOUGH it is still related bc it's to do with jail#she wouldn't even talk about that subject at all. and then it correlates to the whole. nero and sporus thing right. and the dressing up/ring#ALSO THE FACT HE DIDNT WANNA SLEEP WITH HER AND HES OUT LATE AT A DINER WITH GREG I GET IT G IS HIS MISTRESS#but anyway.#and the WAYYYYYYY greg's voice breaks and the way he looks at tom with pleading eyes and it looks like he's about to cry#that's what does it for tom i think. that's what breaks him. he can't bear the thought of greg suffering for months.#which makes me believe that that is why he was so sad earlier when greg was asking for advice. he doesn't like greg to suffer#by other hands of course. if it's by his hands that's another matter BUT THATS ANOTHER CAN OF WORMS#LIKE I KNOW ITS KIND OF AN ASSHOLE MOVE OF GREG BUT AT THE SAME TIME HES LIKE. idk early 20s. 26ish latest???#and i would be fucking terrified i'm 30 and i still don't know what the fuck is going on i don't know how i am still alive so i get it.#and if you have someone who has been taking care of you and has in the past flexed their power and money to give you food and parties#and move you up in a company and give you opportunities you most likely would never get. you kinda. latch. and fall into a pattern.#you assume he has a way out for you#has help. i mean greg probably assumed he wouldn't say yes in the first place so he kinda Has to be an asshole for any chance at all tbh.#he even said quid pro quo. but tom didn't even want anything in return. i mean idk what greg could even give him [lol] but still.
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#been burdening my friends and partner too much with bitching about life but talking abt it makes me feel better so. i’m here.#new job is awful. but in a weird way.#i’m learning things and love my coworkers and the location and clients and work itself#but my boss is. my god.#it’s a little local place owned by one woman operated from inside her extra home on her property#she runs everything#and she is nice but she is??? loud ig. abusively loud#she screams and cusses and berates and belittles everyone and like#they all think it’s silly. it’s just her personality. they laugh or shrug it off. it’s just how she is. but i can’t do it#every day i tear up or cry on the way home cus she raises her voice at me or i hear her cussing and screaming in the back about like#me fucking up. over silly things. like i took a message for her but didnt say it was urgent.#then i hear her in the back HOW COULD SHE FUCK UP LIKE THIS SHE SHOULD KNOW THIS SHIT THIS IS SUCH SIMPLE SHIT WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH HER#and i just cant handle it man!!!#and she is so nice and supportive and texts me almost every night to ask how i am and if i’m okay#and like fuck dude i guess?????? but im also!!!!! not!!!!!!!!#my partner and mom both said i should quit and i think im. gonna.#the other place that wanted me is still hiring. i’m gonna talk to them monday and see if i can take that job still#but fuck dude. i dont wanna tell my boss im leaving. i dont think she’ll blow up but if she does?????#idk#i just hate that things aren’t getting better. i dunno. i just wanna cry and sleep all day#hopefully i get the other job and my boss understands. we’ll see.#thanks for reading
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happiness
5 (+1) times Gon makes sure to carry Killua.
♡━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━♡
Gon shifts him slightly, and Killua looks up with teary-filled eyes, hiccuping when Gon presses his forehead to his own.
“Don’t worry! We’ll see each other again! I’ll always come back and save you, okay?”
Gon’s lips meet his own, and Killua drowns in that happiness and sorrow.
#hxh#hunter x Hunter#Gonkillu#gon x killua#gon#killua#killua hunter x hunter#gon freecss#;windy’s stuff#ITS TIME TO DRINK GON CARRYING KI JUICE 😤😤😤😤#GON CARRYING KI MY ONE TRUE LOVE 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#KI ALWAYS LIKES GON CARRYING HIM 🥺🤲🤧#HE JUST DESERVES TO BE HAPPY AND SAFE AND WARM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲#THATS MY BABEY#Ki BEING SO HAPPY SILVA TALKED TO HIM WHEN SILVA IS A PIECE OF SHIT MAKES ME WANNA CRY#GON IS KIS KNIGHT 🤧😤😤😤😤😤#KIS TRAMUA IS IGNORED WAY TOOOO MUCH IN THE SHOW/MANGA AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THEM FOR NOT HAVING GON CARRY KI WHEN HE WAS INJURED LIKE T#AND I NEEDED TO FIX THAT MY HEART HURT SO MUCH I WAS TEARING UP WRITING FUCK SO I NEEDED SOME FLUFF TO SOOTHE MY SOUL#AHHNNNNNNN KI IS SO CUTEEEEE AND TINY KITTEN 🤧🤧🤧🤧😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#I THREW A TINY BIT OF KITE CARRYING KI IN THERE 🤧😤🥺 NEED A WHOLE FIC OF EVERYONE CARRYING KI#KIS THE CUTEST SLEEP KITTEN EVER HHHHHNNNNNNN#AND THEN I WAS ONCE MORE SOBBING TBH ABOUT TO CRY#I AM NEVER WRITING A FIVE ONE EVER AGAIN ITS EMOTIONAL WHIPLASH ON MEEEE OMGGGG#BUT HAPPY ENDING MY HEARTTTTT KI DESERVES THE WORLD 🤧🥺🙏🙏🙏😭😤#IM SO HAPPY IM GONNA CRY 🤧🤧🥺🥺🥺🤲🤲🤲 MY HEART COULD NOT TAKE WHILE I WAS WRITING THIS THEY ARE NOW MARRIED 🤧🥺🙏
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welcome to another episode of I hate my neighbors 🫠
#rant.txt#it’s bad enough they somehow have 500 million fireworks and periodically fire them at random ass days of the year but from SONE REASON they#love this day so much and shoot so many giant ones and scare the living shit out of me and I’m sure any animal in the vicinity#and they hoot and holler about them like it’s fun and I’m just here trying to rest like ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#like idc it’s a holiday they have zero consideration and ALSO it’s also like fucking dangerous????????#like these aren’t some little sparklers these are full ass giant fireworks and they’re so loud and they yell so loud#have you ever just wanted to throw a rock at someone before?#ugh I’m so annoyed bc I need to do stuff tmr and I’m not going to get a ton of sleep#I wish it rained this 4th so I could not deal with this#even then they’d still be out there tbh I wanna cry atp#like I WOULD BE THE VILLAIN HERE WHICH IS THE SAD PART#like I’d be considered the evil party pooper who isn’t being CONSIDERATE this holiday 🫠🫠🫠#they don’t stop until into the am too I’m gonna cry in bed ig
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Yesterday i left early by 45 mins and today I stayed late by 45 minutes. Balance exists in the world
#speculation nation#ue ue ue ue (sound of me crying)#Saturdays suck. & there was a weird gap in the schedule#so i stayed a half hour over. but then it was a next to new employee so i stayed even longer#didnt wanna fuck over the closing supervisor like i was fucked over last week#i was DEDICATED to making sure it wouldnt be awful for her like it was for me#bc holy shit it was baaaaad last week. worst shift ive had in a While.#this week wasnt too bad. but it got pretty busy. it's so nice outside#i brought a change of clothes tho. tank top n shorts. gonna enjoy the weather#i'll sit outside and maybe write a little. we'll see.#i drank so much tea today. i usually have like 1 drink in a shift but i had 3. chain chugging i guess#matcha. earl grey. and puerh teas. love them all tbh.#😌👍☺✌😃💪😎🤌making today a decent one
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also my shay cormac obsession has evaporated and now I just stay blank. and try not to go full on bonkers
#burnout my favourite bruh#what would I be without it?#no but fr I've spent bigger part of my life in a state of burnout#either way bruh#playing ac1 now but obviously it ain't giving me as much inspo as rogue or syndicate#simply because I have no memories ried to thus game#then ig Imma play ac2 and then maybe will buy black flag#honestly Ion have a clue of what to play because every game I own feels like meh#I have either replayed it several times or ut just doesn't suit my mood#I actually have like 15?? purchased games but they just feel wrong yk what I mean#I'm not in the right state of mind for those games#so ig I'll stick to ubisoft for now. I mean to ac only because far cry 5 has actually tired me a bit (tho the game itself is good)#and watch dogs. well yeah I want that raymond kenney dlc but Ion wanna play wd2 for now#so yeah Imma finish every game I have installed rn and then replay my faves#can't wait to replay syndicate#and omw to replay rogue because damn guys this one's got a little kick#I mean my emotional ties to this game are INSANE#my emotional ties to shay are NUTS#because like yeah I wasn't at my best when I played this game for the first time and shay actually provided a way out#esp him being an outcast and shit and that betrayal shit#I mean not him betraying the assassins but the other way around#them straight up silencing him#okay well damn yeah I find him relatable and fuckable and he's comfy and I love him and I feel amazing and safe when I play this game#shay cormac fucking made me and I am grateful for it#smells.like.a.freakshow
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